No regrets...

To the friend who walked on my heart, when I mostly needed her
To the friend who I tightly held on to, while she looked away from me
along time ago, she forgot about me, for years and years my heart was a witness
to the pain I endured, from whom I considered the closest to me
Today she came back asking me, whether or not I can hold her hand throughout her day..
To her I say, here's my response to you
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you walked away with your own decision
never looked back or reconsidered
the friend I am never asked why or whatsoever
I only held on but never went better
I tried and tried
but who cared
if all you said was so what and whatever
I took my time, and the wind blew you away off my heart
and never looked back on a memory we once shared together
I closed my book on that page
and threw it in the middle of the ocean
never till now thought what happened to the book
that kept me and you in it together, but not forever
in a set of pictures
and what used to be a stack of endless priceless memories
years went on and I've moved on
for you to come today and say where are you
for you to look back, and ask "would you reconsider me?"
to actually think back, think that I kept you in my heart all that time!
after what you've done?
all i can say is that I forgive you
but more than that I'm glad that you no longer engage that place in me
and that my heart no longer belongs to you
you ripped my heart apart and never thought once, how I am doing
or what went wrong!
Today you look back to the friend you pushed away
without any doubt I turn around and say go to where you ran to be
to start a whole new life without me
here, right in the same place I stood before
wishing to see you happy one day..
now I see my wish coming true
and without being sorry, I now tell you
hey you might want me to reconsider, and whatsoever,
but let me before you take a decision,
share my current feelings with you
I have reached that level that I sought forever
where I have no regrets and I don't care
whether or not, you come back or never recall my name forever.. .